Lack of Sleep
Anonymous
i miss u
As every minute ticks over, the hours grow longer.
Time spent without seeing her drags.
I miss you : ) xx
At the night sky,
The cold air closes in around me, but my body stays warm. Laying here in my swag feels perfect.
Whenever I’m in my swag my eyes become fixated on suns far away. Space becomes such a reality that I find my mind lost in it. What? Where? How? Questions that have filled most of our minds at some stage or another.
Birds singing from all around me in a distance and nothing else for hundreds of miles except me lost in my thoughts. It’s at this stage, as my eyes begin to shut and my questions fill my dreams, that I know this is how I want the rest of my life to be. As free and as unknown as the space around us.
Id consider her my best friend,
You have been with me in the highlights of my life, and you have been with me in the worst times.
We became a familiar face at each others houses. I remember the first time I stayed at your house and I was too scared to walk out of your room in the morning. Afraid your dad would be there waiting with a bat. I based every decision I made on wether it would benefit you or make you happier. It felt like it would never change.
It’s crazy how such friendships can be reduced to misery with a single wrong thing said. A feeling that had built it’s self within me and stupidly came out. The consequences of my actions still dwell within me. But I’m determined to make it up.
I see you, and smile. Once again you bring happiness into my life even when you’re angry at me. I look forward to spending whatever chance I get with you and I know that I can honestly call you my best friend : )
